Dreaming of you - Truly Madly Deeply

Since always, my existence revolved around dreams. Dreams of you. Dreams of a happy me. Dreams of our togetherness.

I never lamented my imperfect looks and plump frame. I knew that one day I would feel beautiful. The day you would lay your eyes upon me. The day you would touch me.

I spent countless nights painting your picture in the canvas of my mind. The outcome was always something abstract. Something blurred, that was a treat to look at - Your deep and intense sight that longed for me. Your lips that ever stayed silent. Your warm arms, ready to embrace me.

I watched Serendipitys and If onlys and Titanics. I enjoyed Bryan Adams and Celine Dions. I devoured Gone with the winds and Love in the time of choleras. And I burned candles in the lonely nights.

I relished every moment in your anticipation. I am only waiting for you to pull me out of my pseudo world. And sing close to my ears:

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on
A new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...