Can I spend my lifetime,
Discerning and watching the invisible you
Listening to your absence with my intent soul
Recalling you are too far to come to my rescue?
Can I spend my lifetime,
Worshiping your picture behind my eyes
Abstaining myself from all that is unholy
Yet realizing I'm one person you would always despise?
Can I spend my lifetime,
Dying every moment for a doomed destiny
Killing all my dignity to save an emotion
Knowing you would still walk all over me?
Can I spend my lifetime waiting for nothing?
I cannot.
And so, I confess: I'M NOT IN LOVE.
