Can I spend my lifetime,
Discerning and watching the invisible you
Listening to your absence with my intent soul
Recalling you are too far to come to my rescue?
Can I spend my lifetime,
Worshiping your picture behind my eyes
Abstaining myself from all that is unholy
Yet realizing I'm one person you would always despise?
Can I spend my lifetime,
Dying every moment for a doomed destiny
Killing all my dignity to save an emotion
Knowing you would still walk all over me?
Can I spend my lifetime waiting for nothing?
I cannot.
And so, I confess: I'M NOT IN LOVE.
Nice blend of pain and anger(especially in last few lines)....... but was just wondering whether you should have given him a chance to explain, before putting the last line(though its totaly a personal matter :) )!!!!!
ReplyDeletebold, if you so believe in it.
ReplyDeletebut tis tougher than it seems, getting out of the whole love thingy.. ;)
@Sam: It's not exactly personal :D
ReplyDeleteAnd the context itself says that the guy's not interested. So no question of him wanting to give an explanation.
@Wildflower: Ya, it's all about a war between the practical and emotional aspects of one's mind.
i read it long time ago. well.. that time my thought process was different.
ReplyDeleteanyways.. cute one nivi..