When people talked about love washing away with time, I thought that happened with people. It couldn't happen to us ever, I thought. We made such a unique relationship.
But I was young and stupid then. Couples are couples afterall. All relationships have graphs with pretty much the same trends. How did I come to believe that we were outliers? No don't get me wrong. I still see that soulmate in you. Your voice soothes my heart. But, now, retaining that interest level in me seems to be an effort from your side. The one who loved to care for me is apparently trying to care for me. Or may be, you always tried to. I saw what I wished to.
Before it's too late.. Before I'm too possessed by my dreams.. I need to wake up and realize that life with you isn't going to be that rosy afterall. You'll eventually get sick of me. And I'll begin to complain. And we'll live normally ever after..
nivi.
ReplyDeleteu r so..
let me say it my way...
long gone those days,
when i thought i knew you.
thank god these days,
when i know you knew me.
alas, everyone ends up that way, 'working on the relationship'.. love itself is an out-lier Niv, it looks good in blogs!
ReplyDelete@aizy: there's a strong connection swthrt..isn't it??
ReplyDelete@Wild: Yes, love is an outlier..evn in this world full of relationships, love's like a dream..
i dont know how life will turn out for me..but for now, this post isn't about me ending up sad in my relationship..it's my way of soothing myself by magnifying my little dissatisfactions to the extent that I can..dont, know why, but i love to immerse myself in pain at times..bt 'he' just doesnt let me stay there for long.. :)
"You'll eventually get sick of me. And I'll begin to complain. And we'll live normally ever after."
ReplyDeleteGrt Line.....after all Life is Life !!